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Friday, October 05, 2007
Things happen for a reason- Cause and effect.
I'm sure it is something I did or made you assumed I did, which caused things to land up this state.
I'm not a perfect friend. Can you ever tell me in my face that you are perfect? That you have NEVER EVER left your friend? That you have ALWAYS been there with him/her?Just because you wished him/her goodluck for exams?
I'm not perfect, I do forget birthdays at times, I don't meet them out as often, I don't sms very much too.Does that not make me a good friend? Well, maybe in your eyes. Let me tell you this, I don't give a damn about having good friends. All I want is to be a true friend. I might not have BEST or GOOD friends. SO? I'm not fake. I don't pretend to be close when I'm not. I be with people whom I'm comfortable with. I dont talk behind this person's back and put on a mask when I meet him/her up the next week.
You are not me, neither are you anyone close to me, so I believe you are not eligible to judge me. I am not you too, so I can't stop you from talking. But guess what, true friends feel it. I don't tell them everyday that I miss them, similarly I don't tell them how precious they are to me, because they feel it.
And if anyone tries to come in between to break the friendship, Im so sorry that you have failed, because being true, both of us have the trust in the other. But maybe sometimes when you are pointing a finger at others, do be careful cause eventually you are pointing the others at yourself.
It's quite a pity things have came to this stage. Maybe you are sincerely trying to help us out, we appreciate it, but no thanks!
Being able to adapt to someone crtitque will definately improve ur life in future -quoted this from Eric!! :) (thanks for hearing me out)
From Eric, I've learnt much too. Sometimes we just gotta take the initiative. As what he said "You wait, I wait...wait until when??" lol. I realised that most of the time, he's the one greeting me on msn. Well, maybe this is the part of me not being that perfect? Im lazy at times, I dread going out especially when I've got no work, no school, no dance, no singing, no driving. Fine, lesson learnt.
This is the way to go about improving right? Instead of going through others, why don't you just tell me directly? I won't whine and insist, I wont "revenge" and go about telling others too right?
Seriously, I don't know how to describe my feelings now. A little of aggitated, sad, irritated and dissapointed? Its disspointing to know, that its you, the person I have least expected to be. Its sad to know that this is how you look at me.
Well, up to this point, I'm really speechless. You can resist and make ur point for all you want. I'm just here to explain my stand, not to start an arguement or to end a friendship. You can choose to continue seeing me that way, I wouldnt expect this entry to change much.
♥
Friday, October 05, 2007
Things happen for a reason- Cause and effect.
I'm sure it is something I did or made you assumed I did, which caused things to land up this state.
I'm not a perfect friend. Can you ever tell me in my face that you are perfect? That you have NEVER EVER left your friend? That you have ALWAYS been there with him/her?Just because you wished him/her goodluck for exams?
I'm not perfect, I do forget birthdays at times, I don't meet them out as often, I don't sms very much too.Does that not make me a good friend? Well, maybe in your eyes. Let me tell you this, I don't give a damn about having good friends. All I want is to be a true friend. I might not have BEST or GOOD friends. SO? I'm not fake. I don't pretend to be close when I'm not. I be with people whom I'm comfortable with. I dont talk behind this person's back and put on a mask when I meet him/her up the next week.
You are not me, neither are you anyone close to me, so I believe you are not eligible to judge me. I am not you too, so I can't stop you from talking. But guess what, true friends feel it. I don't tell them everyday that I miss them, similarly I don't tell them how precious they are to me, because they feel it.
And if anyone tries to come in between to break the friendship, Im so sorry that you have failed, because being true, both of us have the trust in the other. But maybe sometimes when you are pointing a finger at others, do be careful cause eventually you are pointing the others at yourself.
It's quite a pity things have came to this stage. Maybe you are sincerely trying to help us out, we appreciate it, but no thanks!
Being able to adapt to someone crtitque will definately improve ur life in future -quoted this from Eric!! :) (thanks for hearing me out)
From Eric, I've learnt much too. Sometimes we just gotta take the initiative. As what he said "You wait, I wait...wait until when??" lol. I realised that most of the time, he's the one greeting me on msn. Well, maybe this is the part of me not being that perfect? Im lazy at times, I dread going out especially when I've got no work, no school, no dance, no singing, no driving. Fine, lesson learnt.
This is the way to go about improving right? Instead of going through others, why don't you just tell me directly? I won't whine and insist, I wont "revenge" and go about telling others too right?
Seriously, I don't know how to describe my feelings now. A little of aggitated, sad, irritated and dissapointed? Its disspointing to know, that its you, the person I have least expected to be. Its sad to know that this is how you look at me.
Well, up to this point, I'm really speechless. You can resist and make ur point for all you want. I'm just here to explain my stand, not to start an arguement or to end a friendship. You can choose to continue seeing me that way, I wouldnt expect this entry to change much.
