Life's fucking unfair.Life's fucking unfair.Life's fucking unfair.
the dreams and thoughts i used to have, and believed in.
I know, i just cant change facts, and thats life.
fucking life.
Had a really bad day today, probably not the worst in my life, but definately the worst so far for this year. sigh.
Sometimes, reality just hits your face and tells you, "give it up la, just get on with your bloody life!" Maybe some people will feel even more aggitated and the determination would grow even stronger. Well, me? I am trying to go on, seriously! But, I know I have my limits. I don't have what it takes, I can't even convince myself that im doing well. What happened today has further proven my point right. SPOT-ON! haha.
Some people are just born to have everything advantageous to them, while some work hard for everything they achieve. I know, I am of a disadvantage, but I've never given up the thought, never thought I was THAT bad to start with. I want to learn and keep learning, I want to be prepared because I know opportunities are rare. No matter how small chances are, I have to be prepared so that if the time ever comes, I know Im ready and if it fails, I know I've tried.
I always thought, if I work really really hard, my efforts will definately pay off. Well, maybe it applies to studies, and only studies. ha
I'm just me. I'm not some "bu-dao-wong" which you can keep punching that will fall and keep coming back up. Maybe I used to be one, but reality has told me that I can never ever be one.
Maybe I just gotta learn to take everything easy. No dreams, no expectations = no dissapointment. :) How i wish my life was as simple as that.
Some pictures from Audi event which i worked like months ago!
Me and one of the trainers, steven? i think.
He was nice, took me for a ride around the tracks :D staff ride! heh.
Cars lined up for test drive
This is the most interesting of all! Trainers would speed and customers can have a taste of it (as passengers) :D I TRIED. VERY FUN.
Worked with Liyana for this event for about 2weeks. Earned quite a bit:D
First week of work was really slack cus all we had to do was to bring the expatriates to the cab from the arrival hall. Most of the days we only had like 3-5flights coming in. Therefore, we were super free! Hehs. First day of work, Liyana and I went shopping! The IC knew and allowed! Was totally in love with this jobb! lol. I even went to meet jianming rs and bee for a movie the next day. heh. We were also allowed to claim taxi fares most of the time :D Smartypants Liyana and I made friends with the caterers and drivers, therefore, we always had lots of food and rides home. heh.
erm, ending is pretty abrupt, but i gotta go read up my piano notes! :D update soon again.
TOO LAZY TO BLOG
but,
oh well.
Can't remb when was this.
Had fun :)
Ruisong's 22nd bday! 29July.
Alright, thats all for now :D
Shall update soon again! swear!!
TOO LAZY TO BLOG:(