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♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008
12:22 AM

boring friday

i hate the change in you.

♥ Thursday, November 20, 2008
2:22 AM

Been so free lately, too free i guess.
Shouldn't be so free, shouldn't be thinking so much (yesiknow)
and yet.
Things are never gonna be the same again, as much as i expect it to.
Ruined everything with my own hands, but yet expect someone to lift me up.
Its just plain selfishness.
I cant handle the least bit, alone. 
I cant sort out, i cant differentiate, i cross the line.
everything's screwedup. everything's.
Things that i cant solve, i run from them.
and i'll hide. and pretend to be ignorant.
why cant we just let it go and live a better day?

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♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008
8:18 PM

[super long entry]
27-29oct
Bee darl's 21st birthday chalet!
Coasta Sands Sentosa
1stday
Helped bee carry stuffs to chalet. (actually guys did most of it la, ha) I helped carry balloons, umbrellas and stuffs like paper plates, cups.....
Slacked in the room for a while, camwhored a bit and went downstairs to prepare for BBQ !
Girls crowd around the pit to "eat on the spot" no need plate one, a fork will do
Skip details of bbq, (see pics in facebook) heh.
The bbq food was delicious. Fresh n lovely prawns which RS and Peter peeled. hehe. Potatoes with butter with chaotar taste.! Sambal and black pepper sotong which I marinated! My top 3 fav. lol
Others include..black pepper dory fish, satay, variety of sausages, mushroom with garlic, turkey and bacon strips with mushroom, otah, jelly with cocktail,lime....(Bee's godfather made), the must have mushmellows with melted choc...and much much more (memory failing me)
Realised there isn't the normal bbq will-have chicken wings?? Cus bee don't like! lol.
yummy! Jianming and mushmellows
Her lovely strawberry shortcake :) [MR TOMKINS!]
Tommy is sincerely singing birthday song to beebee LOL
She burped damn loudly
Jenbeebel <3
Her pressent and wedding card (bel's idea!) lol.
Played zhong ji mi ma with some leftover sauces and drinks. The very lucky me didnt tio, so i didnt have to taste that yucky mix! Bee had to, because we somehow managed to agree on a number and cooperate within ourselves when she was away! TEEHEEHEE
yuck :x
Gabriel's turn!
What happened next, i dunno too. All i did was to run far far away from people like wenyang and eugene who had stuffs like butter, coke and honey ON them. :X 
The start of it all (notice that i was already missing?)
Poor thing. Not that I dont wanna save you, but er.. er......er.. :x
The 2 culprits and birthday girl
Cleared up stuffs, went back to the room for more games! Started off with murderer which was a different version as what i played before. Had to "kill" people tapping the other person's hand. (the one beside you) Complicating rules la! ha
Next was Indian poker. Cheryl and Wenyang were damn suay cus they kept getting either the smallest or biggest card. And of course, we managed to psycho people like Jake and Eugene (dumbones) to change their cards, and when they did, they got the best-est cards and had to drink! :D
Cheryl small is super cute la!
Eug and Jake doing their thing.       lol.
The Adidas bros.
Drank, a bit :x
He says he's very huggable you see.
Got no idea what happened after the games, as I was already sleeping, together with Cheryl and wenyang. lol. I only remembered waking halfway in the night, saything "I feel like puking" and Cheryl jumped up, stepped on someone's head or body. lol. 
So, i managed to get into the toilet with someone's help (i dunno who) and puked A LOT in the sink. Jianming had to dig out the sink thingy to make the puke go into the sink. :X
I also remember Jianming cursing damn loudly in the middle of the night cus someone stepped on his leg?! LOL
10people to 2 single beds, and i slept comfortably til the next morning. :D
2nd day
Ruisong, Jianming and Gab left early in the morning while I was still sleeping like a log. lol
Wokeup in a shock, thinking i've missed my 2pm audition when it was only 9plusam. Took my time to get ready, had breakfast with the rest at Koufu, Palawan Beach.
When i headed for my auditions, Bee Tommy and Wenyang went back to sleep. (they were supposed to go tanning lor) Cheryl left for lect and unsporty eug went home to sleep.
Joined them in the evening for swimming! (and Jake joined us later)
Camwhored.. a lot!
Slim arms!
Showered, took our time, dilly-dallied, and then headed out for dinner. 
While waiting for tram
We ended up having dinner in 7-11 cus all the shops were closed. Grabbed lots of microwave stuffs like spagetti, pizza, burgers, rice and cup noodles. The food sucked :x but no choice, we were all damn hungry. Black pepper burger and roasted burger totally tasted the same. lol Jake even suggested a conveyor belt since we kept passing the food around, made a mess outta the place. Was enjoyable though :)
Next up, camwhore on our way back to chalet!
lovely purple background!
Colourful Spiderman!
Now sudd become superman -.-
Us and Tranny (tigger- made in thailand)
Fell asleep at 12plus while watching tv. As again, i was the first to sleep. heh
3rd day
Got woken up at 9plus, by Bee who kept making noise and stamping her feet on the bed. lol
Freshened up, packed and checked out.
Craved for dimsum and lots of food. Therefore, we headed to Food Republic with our heavy bags.
toast and eggs, har gao, siew mai, carrot cake, lou mai kai, dou jiang you tiao, ham jim beng..
slurps.
Satisfied. :D
HOME!

♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008
12:38 AM

Overdued posts (due to exams! damn exam!)
Big Jess's belated birthday
Dinner in raffles place - indo food (ziqing's restaurant)
Her pressie!
Den we moved on, to camwhore! :D 
Angel is flying~~
WAHAHA
Night out 19oct - My place
Had a bad day, bad week, bad month, bad everything.
They came to cheer me up
Love jake's expression!! lol. and yes sneakups!
Beer and chips - yumyum.
I dunno what.
Played Monopoly since I dont have mahjong. (Disney version!! Bought from SIM :D)
Was damn cold and Jake was shivering. I didnt give him a jacket until he "bought" one from me.
(with monopoly money and properties! teeheehee) 
Cabbed to BB macs for breakfast at around 5am. Did a damn f**king stupid thing (which i wont tell you, hehe) and wy actually brought it home until the next day. dumbdumbdumb.
Headed home after that, since Bee had to go to school and Jake had to get MC for the day . lol