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Friday, October 05, 2007
Things happen for a reason- Cause and effect.
I'm sure it is something I did or made you assumed I did, which caused things to land up this state.
I'm not a perfect friend. Can you ever tell me in my face that you are perfect? That you have NEVER EVER left your friend? That you have ALWAYS been there with him/her?Just because you wished him/her goodluck for exams?
I'm not perfect, I do forget birthdays at times, I don't meet them out as often, I don't sms very much too.Does that not make me a good friend? Well, maybe in your eyes. Let me tell you this, I don't give a damn about having good friends. All I want is to be a true friend. I might not have BEST or GOOD friends. SO? I'm not fake. I don't pretend to be close when I'm not. I be with people whom I'm comfortable with. I dont talk behind this person's back and put on a mask when I meet him/her up the next week.
You are not me, neither are you anyone close to me, so I believe you are not eligible to judge me. I am not you too, so I can't stop you from talking. But guess what, true friends feel it. I don't tell them everyday that I miss them, similarly I don't tell them how precious they are to me, because they feel it.
And if anyone tries to come in between to break the friendship, Im so sorry that you have failed, because being true, both of us have the trust in the other. But maybe sometimes when you are pointing a finger at others, do be careful cause eventually you are pointing the others at yourself.
It's quite a pity things have came to this stage. Maybe you are sincerely trying to help us out, we appreciate it, but no thanks!
Being able to adapt to someone crtitque will definately improve ur life in future -quoted this from Eric!! :) (thanks for hearing me out)
From Eric, I've learnt much too. Sometimes we just gotta take the initiative. As what he said "You wait, I wait...wait until when??" lol. I realised that most of the time, he's the one greeting me on msn. Well, maybe this is the part of me not being that perfect? Im lazy at times, I dread going out especially when I've got no work, no school, no dance, no singing, no driving. Fine, lesson learnt.
This is the way to go about improving right? Instead of going through others, why don't you just tell me directly? I won't whine and insist, I wont "revenge" and go about telling others too right?
Seriously, I don't know how to describe my feelings now. A little of aggitated, sad, irritated and dissapointed? Its disspointing to know, that its you, the person I have least expected to be. Its sad to know that this is how you look at me.
Well, up to this point, I'm really speechless. You can resist and make ur point for all you want. I'm just here to explain my stand, not to start an arguement or to end a friendship. You can choose to continue seeing me that way, I wouldnt expect this entry to change much.
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Monday, October 01, 2007
I reckon its time I updated my blog :) tehehehe.
Well, be prepared for LOADS of complains.
I think 29Sept can be officially named as SUAY DAY.
On this fine day, I was happily dressed and out to meet my boyfriend. Happened that the bus was very full and I had to stand all the way. (was wearing nice, and a little high-heel shoe)
FINE FINE, standing only maaa...The bus was rocking quite badly (stupid busdriver who braked so hard that one can almost fly out of the bus) AND the bus was moving so slowly, probably 30km/h on a 90km/h road.
So, the busdriver was happily driving and driving that another bus of the same bus number actually overtook it! AND, the bus was pretty empty!!!!!!!!! I could have sat comfortably in the bus instead of grabbing onto the handles of the seats and hoping that the uncle with a very handsome centre parting with gel beside me wouldnt fall onto me!
So when I was going home, I decided I should not stand on the bus anymore. Thus, I took a bus from Heeren to Plaza Singapura. Then, from Plaza Singapura I could take the bus with lots of seats!
True indeed, I got a good seat and was happily happily playing NDS. When the bus reached Heeren, there were still quite a number of empty seats. -.- By the time it reached Far East Plaza, I had comforted myself that well, at least I got a seat, unlike those people who are coming up from this stop.
AND OF ALL TIMES, OF ALL PLACES, OF ALL BUSSTOPS, THE STUPID BUS BROKE DOWN. Was nothing to do with the engines, just the doors which couldnt be closed!
SEE, YOU TELL ME WHETHER I SUAY ANOT.
In the end, I had to stand AGAIN :(
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Second Part of this entry.
On another fine day, I was going home with my boyfriend. We took the train from Clarke Quay and changed train at some other station. (Cityhall I think?) When we went into the train, the two people in front of us got down so I prepared to take my seat right after they got down (courtesy to wait ma right?) Right after they stood up, this auntie standing 3people-distance from me actually squeezed through and quickly sat on the seats.
NONO NOT A SINGULAR OR PLURAL ERROR. I DO MEAN SEAT-S. She was practially sitting in the middle of the 2seats to "book" the seat for her daughter.
HOW RIDICULOUS CAN THAT BE!!
Firstly, she snatched the seats from us. Secondly, she sat on the middle of 2seats. Guess whats the third?? When her daughter felt too embarrased to take the seat, she actually opened her mouth and offered me the seat!!!!!! WHAT!!! HOW NICE OF HER! Some passengers even laughed at her. I think her skin is even thicker than the elephants' or or or rhinoceros'! Gosh, should have taken her picture and post it up to shun or be wary of her. lol.
Have been seeing so many people like her nowadays. Just today, this stupid uncle tried snatching a seat from a pregnant lady. MIND YOU, SHE'S PREGNANT! This uncle isnt even crippled or something.
I dunno what's with me and public transport nowadays!!!!!!!! AHH!
♥
Friday, October 05, 2007
Things happen for a reason- Cause and effect.
I'm sure it is something I did or made you assumed I did, which caused things to land up this state.
I'm not a perfect friend. Can you ever tell me in my face that you are perfect? That you have NEVER EVER left your friend? That you have ALWAYS been there with him/her?Just because you wished him/her goodluck for exams?
I'm not perfect, I do forget birthdays at times, I don't meet them out as often, I don't sms very much too.Does that not make me a good friend? Well, maybe in your eyes. Let me tell you this, I don't give a damn about having good friends. All I want is to be a true friend. I might not have BEST or GOOD friends. SO? I'm not fake. I don't pretend to be close when I'm not. I be with people whom I'm comfortable with. I dont talk behind this person's back and put on a mask when I meet him/her up the next week.
You are not me, neither are you anyone close to me, so I believe you are not eligible to judge me. I am not you too, so I can't stop you from talking. But guess what, true friends feel it. I don't tell them everyday that I miss them, similarly I don't tell them how precious they are to me, because they feel it.
And if anyone tries to come in between to break the friendship, Im so sorry that you have failed, because being true, both of us have the trust in the other. But maybe sometimes when you are pointing a finger at others, do be careful cause eventually you are pointing the others at yourself.
It's quite a pity things have came to this stage. Maybe you are sincerely trying to help us out, we appreciate it, but no thanks!
Being able to adapt to someone crtitque will definately improve ur life in future -quoted this from Eric!! :) (thanks for hearing me out)
From Eric, I've learnt much too. Sometimes we just gotta take the initiative. As what he said "You wait, I wait...wait until when??" lol. I realised that most of the time, he's the one greeting me on msn. Well, maybe this is the part of me not being that perfect? Im lazy at times, I dread going out especially when I've got no work, no school, no dance, no singing, no driving. Fine, lesson learnt.
This is the way to go about improving right? Instead of going through others, why don't you just tell me directly? I won't whine and insist, I wont "revenge" and go about telling others too right?
Seriously, I don't know how to describe my feelings now. A little of aggitated, sad, irritated and dissapointed? Its disspointing to know, that its you, the person I have least expected to be. Its sad to know that this is how you look at me.
Well, up to this point, I'm really speechless. You can resist and make ur point for all you want. I'm just here to explain my stand, not to start an arguement or to end a friendship. You can choose to continue seeing me that way, I wouldnt expect this entry to change much.
♥
Monday, October 01, 2007
I reckon its time I updated my blog :) tehehehe.
Well, be prepared for LOADS of complains.
I think 29Sept can be officially named as SUAY DAY.
On this fine day, I was happily dressed and out to meet my boyfriend. Happened that the bus was very full and I had to stand all the way. (was wearing nice, and a little high-heel shoe)
FINE FINE, standing only maaa...The bus was rocking quite badly (stupid busdriver who braked so hard that one can almost fly out of the bus) AND the bus was moving so slowly, probably 30km/h on a 90km/h road.
So, the busdriver was happily driving and driving that another bus of the same bus number actually overtook it! AND, the bus was pretty empty!!!!!!!!! I could have sat comfortably in the bus instead of grabbing onto the handles of the seats and hoping that the uncle with a very handsome centre parting with gel beside me wouldnt fall onto me!
So when I was going home, I decided I should not stand on the bus anymore. Thus, I took a bus from Heeren to Plaza Singapura. Then, from Plaza Singapura I could take the bus with lots of seats!
True indeed, I got a good seat and was happily happily playing NDS. When the bus reached Heeren, there were still quite a number of empty seats. -.- By the time it reached Far East Plaza, I had comforted myself that well, at least I got a seat, unlike those people who are coming up from this stop.
AND OF ALL TIMES, OF ALL PLACES, OF ALL BUSSTOPS, THE STUPID BUS BROKE DOWN. Was nothing to do with the engines, just the doors which couldnt be closed!
SEE, YOU TELL ME WHETHER I SUAY ANOT.
In the end, I had to stand AGAIN :(
........................................................................................................................
Second Part of this entry.
On another fine day, I was going home with my boyfriend. We took the train from Clarke Quay and changed train at some other station. (Cityhall I think?) When we went into the train, the two people in front of us got down so I prepared to take my seat right after they got down (courtesy to wait ma right?) Right after they stood up, this auntie standing 3people-distance from me actually squeezed through and quickly sat on the seats.
NONO NOT A SINGULAR OR PLURAL ERROR. I DO MEAN SEAT-S. She was practially sitting in the middle of the 2seats to "book" the seat for her daughter.
HOW RIDICULOUS CAN THAT BE!!
Firstly, she snatched the seats from us. Secondly, she sat on the middle of 2seats. Guess whats the third?? When her daughter felt too embarrased to take the seat, she actually opened her mouth and offered me the seat!!!!!! WHAT!!! HOW NICE OF HER! Some passengers even laughed at her. I think her skin is even thicker than the elephants' or or or rhinoceros'! Gosh, should have taken her picture and post it up to shun or be wary of her. lol.
Have been seeing so many people like her nowadays. Just today, this stupid uncle tried snatching a seat from a pregnant lady. MIND YOU, SHE'S PREGNANT! This uncle isnt even crippled or something.
I dunno what's with me and public transport nowadays!!!!!!!! AHH!
