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♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008
11:03 PM

Had a really bad day today, probably not the worst in my life, but definately the worst so far for this year. sigh. Sometimes, reality just hits your face and tells you, "give it up la, just get on with your bloody life!" Maybe some people will feel even more aggitated and the determination would grow even stronger. Well, me? I am trying to go on, seriously! But, I know I have my limits. I don't have what it takes, I can't even convince myself that im doing well. What happened today has further proven my point right. SPOT-ON! haha. Some people are just born to have everything advantageous to them, while some work hard for everything they achieve. I know, I am of a disadvantage, but I've never given up the thought, never thought I was THAT bad to start with. I want to learn and keep learning, I want to be prepared because I know opportunities are rare. No matter how small chances are, I have to be prepared so that if the time ever comes, I know Im ready and if it fails, I know I've tried. I always thought, if I work really really hard, my efforts will definately pay off. Well, maybe it applies to studies, and only studies. ha I'm just me. I'm not some "bu-dao-wong" which you can keep punching that will fall and keep coming back up. Maybe I used to be one, but reality has told me that I can never ever be one. Maybe I just gotta learn to take everything easy. No dreams, no expectations = no dissapointment. :) How i wish my life was as simple as that.