and yet.
Things are never gonna be the same again, as much as i expect it to.
Ruined everything with my own hands, but yet expect someone to lift me up.
Its just plain selfishness.
I cant handle the least bit, alone.
I cant sort out, i cant differentiate, i cross the line.
everything's screwedup. everything's.
Things that i cant solve, i run from them.
and i'll hide. and pretend to be ignorant.
why cant we just let it go and live a better day?